+YAY+

today i was super happy! mummy got a doggie 4 us!!! its sooo cute~!!!!!!! :DDDDDDD & i bought a ipod! ITS AWESOME! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDD

+recap!!!!+

today is awesome! ahahas i'm gonna recap 4 the past few days! XD

on friday :]

i went out with my churchies!
[continued l8r]

+i believe+

got into 3e8! same as lynn & daph! ^^

lit core & history elec! ^^ i was like super afraid to on my com in the morning T.T ahahahs 

the lord is my saviour, he is my god, he is the almighty father & i love him. he loves us so much & does so much for us. i believe in u lord, i really do. i accept everything u have given me & i'm grateful. may ur will be done on earth as it is in heaven. oh lord please guide us & protect us for u are a good & awesome god. let us remember that everything is done for a reason. we love u , we praise u & we worship u. may we be a blessing to others & ourselves.

"For god so loved the world, he gave his only begotten son, that whosoever who believeth in him, should not perish but have eternal life."  

John:16

u are the way the truth & the light.

-you-

i dont want to love u. i just do.

+poem+

copied from a web page:

whats the reason without you? the love that was meant to be true~i always say your name & yearn for you~

and yet we end up like this which is so hard to believe...so untrue...

and at the end all i can say is "i love you"

hmmm...haha. yea exactly. thats what i feel too. 

randomness :

LETS COMMIT THE PERFECT CRIME, I'LL STEAL YOUR HEART & YOU'LL STEAL MINE. LOVE YA [****] EDITED by request of edna aw jia en!-

+AWESOME+

amy's car~ XD nice! matches ANNIKA! :D

the whole gang! :D

this is what happens what 9 ppl watch a movie together! XD

bathroom pics! ahahas LOL funny & FUN :D

me & sherrilyn at ajisen! AWESOME! lol :D

our AWESOME & YUMMY food! :D

omg! today i went out with my churchies!! annika, sherrilyn,rinnah,ronnah ,amy, franklin,yong le,yong sen !!! AWESOME! ahahahs but first i went with ra to her pri school! awesome!!! so funny! matt was supposed to come but oh well! XD i wanted to watch a match!!!! we celebrate her bro's bday! soo fun! XD we had so much fun rite ra? ahahahas i left the house at 9 am & came back at 11 pm! OMG....ahahahs but it was sooooo AWESOME!! i love all of them! they are the AWESOMEST CELL EVA! even though some didnt come :[ but it was super fun!!!!!! 

i met sherrilyn first! i was early! XD for once XP ahahahas AWESOME! we chatted & stuff! we went to comic connection at Plaza Singapura! fun!! XD i was going hyper due to the cute kawaii squishy soft stuff!!!!! sooooo ADORABLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! kyaaaaa!!!! the we met the star of today! annika!! XD then we went to eat ajisen!!! AWESOME! i been waiting so long to eat it!! i love ya all! hahahahas & we ate sooo full!!! XDDD ahahahs it was b4 3!! so we couldnt eat the student meal (>.<) ahahahs so we bought 3 set luches! mmmmmm! nicee! oishi! i had such a craving 4 it! XD :D & we all enjoyed it! llater rinnah came & we talked & ate 4 like 2 hours!! ahaahhahs awesome!! we just talked & talked! we drank....a...LOT...of...WATER [this is impt u'll see y l8r] ahahahs 

the afterwards we wanted to pay but the lady only counted 3 sets when we ordered 4 as rinnah came! XD ahahahs soo funny ok? we payed A LOT! ahahas i think the ++ is soo ex !! ahahas the later we were like how much more? how much more? ahahahs LOL u should have been there to see how funny & fun it was! i just love all of u!!! XDD it was AWESOME!!! ahahahas then later we met rinnah's sis! she's uber cute!! she's sec 1 but she looks like an adorable pri 3/4really! u should see her!! soo kawaii!!! ahhhahaahs  the l8r met the rest & watched the latest james bond movie!! XD quatum of solace! its not bad! but becoz we drank toooooo much water....we had to go to the toilet like a LOT of times ahahas XD in the middle as we came back rinnah stepped on my foot & i started laughing! 4 like 5 mins! no kidding! ahhahhs n i hope no one was like looking! XD uber funny! ahahas it was a serious part & i was laughing! XD soon we were all laughing! soooo funny!!! i liked the show & i have GREAT company!!! 

then later we went to eat at kopitam coz annika wanted to eat chinese food before going back to germany! we'll MISS U!!!!! the food was nice! we ate steamboat! XD ahahahash soo fun ;] we wanted to go to take neoprints but it was alreay 10! (>.<) so franklin sent us to bugis! sadly it WAS CLOSED....*sad* ahahahs but we took lots of pics with annika's cam !! XD ahahas & I GOT TO EAT MY JAP ICE CREAM! i ate EVERYTHING I WAS CRAVING! U GUYS RAWK! i love ya!!!!!! 

tmr going out with them again to watch madagascar 2!! WOO HOO!!! ahahahas luv ya! nites! later post the pics :D

+black is sexy lols+

i'll be the one who will be there 4 you~always

i promise.

heyzz. i'm sort of happy & sad today. how do i put this MIXED feelings? haha. today went out with ra & bought i new tank top with her. its like the same colour! XD black is sexyy yea? ahahahs oh well today was quite ok! didnt feel like myself for a while. oh well. thank goodness i have my couz! XD & ra too :] how can everyone tell i'm not ok? lols is it that obvious? maybe.. *sigh* but it was awesome. haha i still have to get a present for someone XD looking for something really nice. hahas rmb ra? willing to splurge!? ahahs $50 CONVERSE black shirt!!! ahahahs i'm willing XD oh but thats for the future hahahas  nicee... one day for sure~

l8r went with my couz to bowl!!! awesome!! it was super funn!!!!! half way through i was kinda down but we went to the 'arcade' & played this game. something like the ufo catcher! XD i caught the one she wanted & then when i wanted to take some for myself.....I CAUGHT 3!!!! omg.........i was LITERALLY ROLLING ON THE FLOOR LAUGHING...no kidding! sooo funny! XD we had so much fun! & then we had CHOCOLATE fondue! AWESOME i tell u! super nice!!! & we all went back to my house! XD hahahahs we had lots of fun right couz? :D the singing part was super funniee! XDD ahahahs i'm glad! so i had a great time :] most of the time.. & btw my couz did something really funny & great 4 me :] thanks , i luv ya XD 

haha rmb black is sexyy XD

+smiles+

hey hey! today was really awesome! i went out & had lots of fun! hahahas u know what i'm thinking of? u wanna know? i'll tell ya. a sweet sweet magical thought & one beautiful face~

HEY HEY EDNA AW JIA EN! this is 4 YOU!!! 

(this is a nice sweet secret between me & her) XD i promised her i'll type this on my blog XD 

DREAM ON!! COOKIE DARLING!!!!! AHAHAHAS

 

hey u know what? that scenario might happen XD u know what i mean edna XD 

 *smiles & grins* hehe :D just one last thing~

i'll nvr want to forget ur laughter, ur beautiful smile & ur adorable eyes :]

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hey hey... when will we have the chance we're looking 4? i saw u looking at me & yeahh.....i did look back :] trying not to smile [>.<] but u know what? i'm waiting 4 that one chance to talk to you~ i been waiting so long~ i'm [in a way] shy around u my cheeks turn red........ & i know ur waiting too.....

+yo+

hey!!! today was AWESOME! i absolutely LOVE my new shades!!!! THANK YOU KOR! he's the awesomest kor i tell u!!!! & the nicest guy ever!!!!!!! (he bought it 4 my belated bday gift) 

i went out today!!! ahahahazs DIA worea dress & everyone said it was niceee!! ahahahhaas u know what? my grandma is coming to cook curry 4 us!!! OMG! HER CURRY RAWKS!!! i miss her loads! :] hee hee! i'm like uber happy! i LOVE curry!!!!! its soo yummy!! mew! ahahahahas i'm gonna either stop here or blog l8r! too tired! i'm gonna rest :D luvs! wheeeeeee!!

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hey~ omg...ur smile makes me smile, ur laugh makes me smile, just seeing u makes my heart beat fast~everything abt you makes me smile. just one chance. one time. one opportunity . thats all to make one love & one dream come true~ 

+hee hee+

hey~!! today i'm gonna blog abt some things. there are certainly certain ppl that i DISLIKE. ohhh yea...they certainly HAVE NO LIFE. & like to act all high & mighty/sarcastic (not all!!! coz some of my awesomest frens have great & funny sarcasm :D) but the particular people who have NOTHING better to do have AWFUL with a capital A, sarcasm. seriously. oh well....its their own prob if they wanna act all TOOT so whatever! do what u want , this is a free world! i can have my say & so can u. but for ur own sake, i wanna ASK u nicely: 

GET A LIFE 

+awesomest day of the week+

today was super awesome! the first day out of the whole week i was truly happy!!!! i woke up & went to school today to wash the fish pond!! ahahahs me & ra also had to replant some plants XD 

OH & WE PLANTED A DURIAN TREE!!!!!

soooo awesome! omg i tell u there were like uber a lot of ants!!! ahahahas ra's gonna name her tree : THE DURIAN TREE..... LOL maddy is gonna call 

hers heck care!! LOL ahahahas i wanted to call mine miwi-san! ahahahs or....if its a male plant "---put ur guess here---" ahahahahs shhhh *blush* ahahahahahs & if it grows well we can put our names !!!!!& we cleaned the pond! it was like super dirty!! ahahahas we toook a lot of pics!!! better steal from christine l8r! :D it was soooo awesome!!!!! 

then later i went to eat yoshinoya witth dora,maddy & mei lin!! ahahahhas sooo fun!! i wanted to eat ramen! ahahahas nvm! chop kor on monday!!! ahahahas after that we met kor /yj at the wallet shop & he bought me & ra SUNGLASSES!!!!! KYAAAAAAAAA!!!! HAWTT

T

!!!! AWESOME!! U RAWK KOR!!!! I LUV YA!!!!!!! 

haha i loveee my new shades! thx kor!!!

then later i went church!! awww its annika's last friday church cell!!! we'll miss u!!!!! *hugs* it was sooooo awesome!!!! i love church!!!! WHEEEEEEE! awww i saw my certa

in someone! hehehe :]  today was the best day of the week!! (yet) ahahahahahs luvs! BYEEEE!

=second best=

hey. I'm trying my best to smile. even though my smiles are...fake. i wanna smile & laugh like normal but somehow i cant. my heart is heavy~ so heavy that its anchored very deeply,oh well.. somehow it hurts so much. i wanna cry but i can't. i just can't take it anymore..

i'm on the verge of breaking down. my tears are silent and concealed.......so no one can see them. it hurts..it really does.......

-hmmm-

thats what i'm feeling now.

hah. i am not happy. even when i say i am, i'm not...........

-smile-

haha. today so many thoughts filled my mind. haha~so many smiles i smiled are fake coz i dont want anyone to know...i'm sad inside. 

+hey+

when i picture us together, why is the picture so beautiful?

i thought i was over u? i guess...i'm not.

when i dont see u, i feel like i'm over you. but if thats true, why are my thoughts mainly of you?

in the end, i guess.....i'm not over you..shhhhhhhhh :]

+i love churchie!!!+

ahahhas i mean church! ^^ it was awesome i love my cell!!!! so fun! XDD i love all the ppl! god u rule! ur the AWESOMEst!!!!! super fun sia! going out with my cell on mon! luvs!

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hey dear, i'm over you [i think XP]~but i wanna see you smile :] coz ur smile always warms my heart. no matter what you're going through now, i hope you will be happy soon. coz if you are happy & u would smile 4 me once again, then i can really smile back at you. i love your smile,so please smile. i prayed 4 you. may god bless you :]

i'll say it one more time, the last time i'll ever say it. so listen = i love you.