+an attempt to regain flaccidness+

well as u noe, a while back i was really sad. but some how i felt better, thanks to my dearest frens. without them i wouldnt have cheered up. thank you.

felu : for always being there 4 me & trying to cheer me up :D

sumi: for being there when i needed her & giving me hugs :]

dora: for just being her silly turgid self & being a wonderful fren xD

lynn: for caring so much & being the best sister ever, ever trying to cheer me up :3

nii-san : for saying u care & will be there 4 me ^^

liz : for just being a caring fren

nawi : for being a fun bus mate

 mei lin, christine, ruthie, sheng jia, chun ting, fiona, ying yun & many others. (for being a fren who cared)

i thank you. 

okok~ back to today XD

school was ok! XD  & i was kinga enjoying myself. anyways i got back my progress report. T.T like wt? only 5 As. *sigh* should try harder!!!! ahahahs XD XD  after school i went to put the recyclables  down & had lots of fun. XD then went with ra to TM. ra was like : lets eat something new! so we went to jacks place, cafe cartel & finally settled down in SWENSENS! XD oishi! yummy! 

XD then as we were leaving we went to the shop that sells precious moments things. then guess who i saw?  omg. dun even wanna remember it! hahahas XD shouldnt have ran. *sigh* bad impression. T.T omg. ra u better solve this!!!!! wheeeeeeeee! okok i'm hyper again. gd. i'm happy ^^ 

the story does not end! XD so i went to whitesand & WOAH. i saw my fren from manga class. OMG. wheee!

byeee 4 now!

+worst day?!?+

today was horrible. like yesterday. *sigh* never thought it would be this way.  well sometimes a heart cannot take the pressure its going through & well...it breaks down. when the person you needed the most isnt there, do u think u can bear the pain?

sigh. i dont think its a question at all. sometimes the truth is harder to bear than a lie. the ugly truth. people care only abt themself.  maybe not all but...still it hurts.

i wrote some stuff. but i'm gonna post it later. i read something. i felt worst. nvm what ppl say. but when someone close says it. yea. u noe what i mean.  the only thing i can say is this. 

i cried coz i loved all of you. more than anyone would imagine. the ppl who were there 4 me. i noe them well. i hold back the tears as hard as i could. but in the arms of a fren, a close fren. i truly break down. for the only reason that : i'm glad you cared & i needed u. thank you. 

+sad day+

                i made this for u lynnie! <3>

today was a sad sad day. *sigh* almost never felt so depressed in my life. (i said almost) XD the reason= school + sailing. *sigh* i never felt that sad in a while. i brokr down today. tears rolled down my cheeks....

i tried cheering myself up with ANIME!!! kyaa! hitman reborn!!!! omg (fangirling) tsuna-kun! hibari-kun! gokudera! yamamoto!!! well it kinda worked. i'm glad~ my source of joy & relief came from anime , my dearest jesus & my best fren.

i went to cr to find a wonderful surprise~ a gift from my dear sweet best fren & sis  lynn. she's absolutely wondeful & i luv her so. (as a sister!!! i'm straight! XP ahahahs) she made such a wonderful dedication to me & i made a pic for her. thank you.

with a heavy heart & a half hearted smile~ i end this post.

+ the one & only flaccid miwi+

today was sooo fun! XDXD at first i ws like panicking over home ec! T.T argghhhhH! *sigh* nvm abt that! ^^ the rest of the lessons were great! XDXD  PT (physical training) was super duper fun!! XDXD thpugh i was like v moody at first xP ahahahs i so have to improve my arm strength XD i did! abit ? ahahahas *smiles* it was drizzling!!! omg the mr peh let us play volley ball! i was sooooooo HYPER!

i didnt noe it was THaT fun ok? omg! wheeeee!!!!! i'm sooooo hyper!!!! XD i was like : its not abt winning! its abt the endorphins! ahahahhahahahhaha *laughs* really really fun! i wanna do it again! my team mates are : mei lin, saph, joyce, denise & yours truly----> charlene the flaccid miwi! ahahahahhas *sry XD our dear charleneee is in hyper mode* 

ahahahahahhas i seriously want to thank a few ppl who cheered me up! 

 madeleine, mei lin, christine, dora,felu,sumi---for caring abt me! lots of luv from this flaccid gal~ 

thanks again!!! ^^ *smiles* XD 

ahhh! so u can see! i edited my bloggie! nice?? hehehe hope so! *crosses fingers* ahahahhas 

signing off (for now) 

-the one & only flaccid miwi~ XD

+2008/2008 wheeeee! +

today is 20/08/2008!!!!!!!!!!!!! get it? 20082008? ahahahhas XP sooo funnny! XD my kor smsed me to tell me this! ahahas you are so random & nice kor! ^^ *smiles* i have a new quote!

" THIS FLACCID GIRL IS GONNA ROCK YOUR WORLD" 

lols XDXD i'm hyper! wheeeeeee!!!!!!!! 

PLS NOTE :*charlene the flaccid miwi has just left this post be coz of her hyperness  & flaccidity* 

ahahahahhhahs *winks* byeee!

+ the most fun/embarassing/hyper day EVA~so far x3 +

yo ppl! XD this is for yesterday post! XD omg yesterday was like the most fun/embarassing/ hyper day EVA! XD after school , me & dora + mei lin went to TM to eat ban mian! i was like " dying of huger" (jkjk) & i went to the person & said : uncle i want a bowl of chicken ban mian! OMG the "he" turned around! i saw the jade earrings & i was like : (in my head) die le! die le! XDXD OMG the UNCLE was an AUNTY!! i almost died of embaressment!!! uwaaaahhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!! i wanted to find a hole & hide in it ok? XD *laughs* so funny! XP then later i took MRT wif mei lin to Pasir ris! XDXD mei lin is such a nice best fren XD (dora including! right blueberry?) 

ahahahahahas XD then we talked & talked XDXD she asked me whether i wanted to go to the band concert! i really didnt noe XD my body needed SLEEP!!!! ahahahs XDXD so when i went home, *after bathing* i lied on my bed & rested. i was like : TO go or not TO go?? u want to stay at home & slp or go our & have some fun with ur frens?" 

so i got up, went to my mom's room (while she was sleeping) 

me: mummy! can i go to the band concert? 

mum : ok, u can go ^^

(mental note : this happened in like 1 minute) aahahahhs

so i quickly changed & off i went! wheeeeeeeeeee!!! *hyper mode* XD i met mei lin at the MRT abt 6 & then we played mini tic tac toe on the MRT ! XP what a great way to spend the time!!!! ahahahahahs XD so finally we reached school & i rushed up to buy the tickets! XD i saw Lynn , Daphnie, Eri there! XDXD after we were seated, i snuck away so i could wish sumi & Liz gd luck for the concert! omg it sooo rocked!!! i luved the 3rd & 4th song~ XDsoo nice! they even played LONELY! XDXD sooo cool !!! i was sited next to lynnie! hehe she's soo nice!!! she's my best fren 2! XD i was sooo happy! i had so much fun!!!! XDXD then the combined performance was soo awesome!! i luved the song! & being in the company of my dear frens made it all the better! i was sooo glad i came! ^^ 

awww the concert's over! XD i ran over to sumi & Liz & gave them tidbits! XD then sumi gav me a choco bar! isnt she nice? ^^ she's my bestie 2! XDXD today i saw almost ALL my best frens! wheeeeeee! this FLACCID girl is happy!!!! XD & soo very hyper! XD mei lin's dad sent us ( me & carissa) to the pasir ris mrt XD & went with carissa to macs XDXD we had lots of fun talking didnt we, carissa?  XDXD *smiles* XD 

i reached home abt 11 plus & my dad came home from his company trip with PRESENTS! XDXD ahahahas so late le XP i slept abt 1am / 2 am yesterday! *yawns* sleepy now! nites! 

lots of luv from this flaccid gal~

+ a love +

love is a feeling. doesn't everyone think that? yea but the truth is this--- love is not just a feeling, its a feeling & more. nothing can compare the love between two people. the memories they share. its irreplaceable. 

(sorry everyone~bear wif me XD i'm in sentimental mode right now *laughs*)

my heart feels so err i dont knoe ahhaahs XDXD just wanna put out some philosophies XDXD XDXD 

sometimes there are no words that can describe it. its so wonderful & u cant help wanting to be part of it. 

"love is giving someone the power to break ur heart but trusting them not to"

"trust me when i say i love u coz i mean it when i do'

LOL so tired. more quotes~ some other day XD wheeeeeeeeeeeee! (in hyper mode) bunny!!! ahaahahs

+i'm flaccid!!!!!+

 ahahahs the start of the day was not so gd. T.T but luckily lynn & felu cheered me up! ^^ thank you! i luv ya! XDXD the rest of the day was like HYPER! i'm serious!!! XDXD i was going eveywhere & asking everyone if they were....FLACCID! ahahahahahahahas soooo fun!!!! omg! XDXD i developed a new dance! XD its called the "i'm flaccid!i'm flaccid!" dance! XDXD ahahahahs sooo hyper! school ended really well! during maths it was like sooooo quiet! like WOW! ^^ XD ahahahahs 

after school i went 2 miss clarity cafe wif dora, mei lin & christine! XDXD ahahahs sooo nice! i ate fish & chips! we had like soo much fun there! XDXD ahahahs did i mention mei lin's plasmatised? or dora being turgid?  ahahahs i was doing my 'flaccid dance', dora was doing her 'turgid' dance & mei lin was doing her 'plasmatised' dance! XDXD wooo hoo!!!! HYPERNESS RAWKS MY LIFE! ahahahahas sooo fun! XDXD dora was like we should make a video! i was like : definately!!!! ahahahs (i would probably laugh A LOT & u would too!!! ) ahahahahas sooo funny!XDXD 

THE WORD 'FLACCID' GETS TO ME!!! *laughs hard*  

----so does the word 'squishy'!!!!! ahahahahahs XDXD *still laughing*

l8r we had PT (physical training) XD omg sooo tired! XD i was like hanging on the pole thingy!!! ahahahs (everybody say it with me! ----> pole thingy!!!) ahahahahs 

[see what i mean? i'm soooo hyper today!]

ahahahahs but then my skin on my palm was like scrapped off ! OWWWWWWWW  (soooo pain) *sob* ahahahs my hand until now still sooo pain!!! *sigh* oh well! that didnt stop my hyperness!!! XDXD 

then l8r went with dora & maddy to TM XD we ate macs! XDXD hot fudge sundae ROX!!! ahahahs i was like STILL doing the flaccid dance thingy! ahahahas "i'm flaccid! i'm flaccid!" ahahahahahahahahhas *laughing uncontrollably!* dora was like ' i'm turgid! i'm turgid!' ahahahhas XDXD then l8r we went to century square! XD i was walking on the road when i saw my fren! i was like OMG is that you?(in my mind) XDXD my fren was like : omg! charlene!!! ahahahahs then we talked for about 20 mins XDXD ahahahs i pang seh dora & maddy XDXD ahahahs then l8r i said bye & went to meet them XDXD we went to artbox!! XD soo nice! XD me & dora was like saying this is routine! XD ahahhahas sooo fun! XDXD then l8r we all went home! ahahahs  [note: i'm still hyper over that flaccid thing~]

ahahahs so gonna end here unless i have more stuff 2 say l8r! XD {my hand still hurts >.<}  ahahahhas XD 

ome last thing b4 i end-----> I'M FLACCID! I'M FLACCID!!! *does the flaccid dance * everybody do it with me!!! ahahahahhahs LOL *laughs* ^^ :)

+random feelings+

today had a great start XD i slept throughout the whole maths lesson! (almost) XD the new maths teacher thought i was sickXD but i'm glad i slept :) & well i had fun in drama ed! ^^ XD we (i.e . felu, eri , sumi, jolene, SJ & me!) XD played the part of old benjamin! XD recess was like running all over the place (from art room 2 hall) *Sigh* XD aces day workout 4 vice &  sports captains only XD was fun XD i felt ok. after that was kinda slack, i fell asleep during legacy! XD (again) ahahahas so lammeeeeee! :] 

after school was so fun! XD me & dora went to eat KFC! XD we were supposed to help bin bin with his DnT but he l8r changed his mind. XD as dora said : we have the TALENT that he doesnt have & coz we are such GOOD frens. ahahahas rara is awesome! aahahhahas 

i wanted 2 eat fish ole! but dun have (>.<) so sad XD so eat variety meal! XD nicceee! XP it was soo funny! we were laughing  so much! XD

ra: my name is hebu (hebrew)

me: ahahahahas (laughing) hebu!!! so what is mine?

ra: english la!

me: ahh icic so i'm english ren! ahahahahahs 

i was like teasing her all the way to TM, hebu hildian! ahahahahs luv her lots XD always make me laugh ^^ 

then i went home to change as i was gonna see a movie with my family XD (minus dad) JOURNEY TO THE CENTER OF THE EARTH! XD sooo nice! XD i was like late so i was running!!! *pants* ahahahs l8r we met up with my dad who made me d**m pissed! argh!

ttyl!

+still sad+

 well today was ok. i guess. *sigh* the morning was fun though XD we played captain's ball! so rough XDXD ahahahas but fun! well exercise produces endorphins so i wanted to run XD coz well the sad truth is that~i was really tired& sad. ART was good XD i got 9/10! ^^ i'm v happy! XD but happiness does not last long. legacy was like geography which was so unfair T.T & i passed my GG! yay! ahaahahas ( not actually laughing). so yah then it was time 4 sailing.

the wind was so light. too light perhaps. i prefer stronger wind! it was ok except 4 some things.somethings that cant be written just in words. pain. suffering. hurt.betrayal.failure. yea.....i feel horrible. my tears fell 2 times today. just looking at one particular object. my tears just rolled down. its painful , i noe. but does anyone really noe the pain i feel? i doubt it. i said it before. i dont noe how long i can take it. 

 today i need to thank a few ppl who tried to cheer me up. they are truly wonderful & i'm glad i have them as friends.

• sumi---for knowing how i felt & being there 4 me, comforting me
• mei lin----for being such a wonderful fren & understanding
• christine---for being such a helpful fren when i needed u
• jelene--for calming & comforting me
• melissa--for persuading & giving me a sense of comfort
• eunice--for showing concern
• dora--for being a wonderful fren who was able to take my mind of things
• nawi--for seeing my true feelings & being the best & comforting me
• felu--for wanting to see me smile & cheering me up
• kor--for being a caring kor & being random 
• nii-san---for caring & showing concern

   (& many others who i thank~ if i forgotten u i'm really sorry but i really appreciate it)

THANK U. From the bottom of my heart. i love all of u (as frens ^^ i'm straight XD) i'm really happy to have known all of u. i thank u once again. the things & moments u were there 4 me, i'll never ever forget it. i will treasure them. Always.

One last thing. u can always forgive but u can never forget. the hurt is always there. 

+upsetting+

hey! today is a ok day i think XP well it started out ok, quite fun==music & PE lesson XD but today i realised more than ever, so many things have been upsetting me. my heart feels like its breaking. i dont know how long i can bear it. today i went for sailing, i felt it was awesome. our coach was nice! everything went well & i didnt capsize. as i looked out the sea, i missed someone. she's my best fren. i cant wait for the time she would be standing next to me, preparing to sail. it seems so near & yet so far, i wrote : DORA, BFF. and the waves washed it away. dont give up ra! jia yous! i noe one day we'll sail together~ after sailing we went back up shore. i was drenched & the wind was soooo strong! *shiver* but we got through it~ 

then we went to bath & when everyone was done, i saw my fren's sailing jacket. as i saw it, my eyes filled up with tears. i missed it so so much. i saw hers & i was reminded of my own. no one can understand how impt that jacket it is to me.

 As i type this, silent tears fall down my face that no one can see. 

my heart is breaking. can u see that? i don't know how long i can bear it.

+a somewhat day+

hmmm well..technically i'm writing this blog post for 8 august! XD eve of national day! ^^ go singapore! XD today we had carnival day! XD it was kinda fun! the kids were soooo cute! but we got the youngest of the lot! kawaii!!!! ^^ soo cute! but a few of them cried (>.<) XP i had fun kinda XD the begining was like i wore the "wrong" kind of shirt (coz of be yourself day) XDXD luckily rara brought a (totally adorable) converse polo shirt! luved it! XDXD rara!!!! i want!!! give meeeeeeeee! ahahahahas jkjk XPP  

well today i realised so many things disappointed me. everything is changing. people. friends. i never knew such things could happen... *sigh* sometimes ppl just dont see the reason to treasure ppl around them. i do. really. i  treasure all of them, i said it so many times, thats the only reason. i care. abt u. abt them. i love all of u.(as sisters & best frens! i'm straight!!! ahahas) really i do. no matter what happens, i'll ALWAYS CARE. i mean it~every word. 

somehow ppl dont see that. they forsake the old for new. i dont understand. i mean if its clothes, thats ok (i think XD jkjk) but for other things....i just dont noe. let live & forgive.  frenship is never broken over something small...its broken by hurt. pain. i know i been through it.  *sigh* so many disappointing things are happening. will i ever be truly happy? :D idk 

well moving on from emoing....ahahahas XDXD (i wasnt) :D

XXX XXX XXX XXX XXX XXX XXX XXX XXX X

after school, i went with dora to see the movie MUMMY!!!! omg it rawked! XDXD sooo awesome! dark night it awesome too!!!! ahahahas luv movies!!! XDXD we met maki-chan there!!! XDXD maki-chan was pissed off!! (>.<) but i think we managed to comfort maki-chan! ^^ yay!!!! b4 that, we went to PePPeR LunCH! XD oishi!!! soo nice! XDXD luv the food! XD then we went to far east to walk! XD the things are cute! XD dora was like : lets go new year shopping together!!! i was like : okie! ^^ *smiles* ahahahahhas sooo fun! i luv u bestie! she's such a wonderful fren! ^^ :D 

then i took the mrt to meet my mum XD & we went....urm plaza sing!!! XDXD soo nice XD we ate earthquake!!!!!!! 8 scoops of delicious ice cream!!! yum!!!! lols & we walked around! ^^ lol

now its time to go 4 youth!!! XD kyaaa! i love church! XD god's awesome!!!! 

QUOTE OF THE MONTH:  when u believe, miracles can happen! 

aww i luv that quote XD sooo fun at church! XDXD awww i didnt see cookie (>.<) *pouts* ahahahahs thats ok!!! sunday!!!! cant wait!  ahahahahahhas u didnt see anything ahahahas -_-lll

 so then we when to eat !!! the food rocked! XD ahahhas woah now is coming 3am! lols gtg sleep now! sugar dreams! luvs!! byeee!

-loving all of u~always-

 cha-chan XD a.k.a charleneeeee! ^^ :D

+a day of happy n sad+

today was kinda ok XD i guess.....well irony took place today. u see i had quite a nice day till my maths paper came back. i dun even wanna talk abt it...*sigh* nothing i can do rite? just gotta pray that i can do it this term! gambette cha-chan! i'm gonna try as hard as i can! i have 2. jia yous to everyone!!! ^^ *Smiles* i feel kinda better now! ^^ luving science! ahahahs science rox  XD today's lesson was like...... *dots* ahahahas (if u were me u would noe why.) LOL felu was like covering the text book!!! LOL so funny! XDXD 

so much 4 school~~~~~~~~~

after school! 

SAILING TIME! XD omg.....today our coach was SUPER NICE! way nicer than he ever been! i was like *WOW* i wish he would stay like that!!! ^^ when he wanted to show us how to put in the main sheet, he was like (to me) : u noe how to do it. do it (: 

OMG. i was soo happy! i felt like i redeemed myself! XD ahahahs so fun! me & mei lin passed his inspection!!!! WOOTS! WE RAWK! *ego alert* ahahahas overall it was fun!!! wheee! i'm happy! XD

cya soon! XD

+lit project+

hahahas its me again!!! i'm at eri's house!!! XDDD aww her house is soo nice! so sweet! XD lols me ,felu,sj & eri are doing our lit project!!!!!! its soooo fun!!! XP at first i was.........

end of exams! XD + 1august

this will be continued! XD

continuing now!!! XDXD omg the maths exams were a killer!!!! like i ONLY SLEPT 3 HOURS A DAY! wahhh sooo tired! XD now enjoying like crazy! XDXD soooo happy! ahahahas XDXD like nothing to say XP T.T *diao* ahahhahhas

HAPPY DAYS ARE HERE PPL! LETS CELEBRATE! A BIG SHOUTOUT TO EVERYONE!!! JIA YOUS! I NOE U CAN DO IT!

AHAHAHS THIS IS SOOO SHORT! sorrie! XD luvs!