+worst day?!?+

today was horrible. like yesterday. *sigh* never thought it would be this way.  well sometimes a heart cannot take the pressure its going through & well...it breaks down. when the person you needed the most isnt there, do u think u can bear the pain?

sigh. i dont think its a question at all. sometimes the truth is harder to bear than a lie. the ugly truth. people care only abt themself.  maybe not all but...still it hurts.

i wrote some stuff. but i'm gonna post it later. i read something. i felt worst. nvm what ppl say. but when someone close says it. yea. u noe what i mean.  the only thing i can say is this. 

i cried coz i loved all of you. more than anyone would imagine. the ppl who were there 4 me. i noe them well. i hold back the tears as hard as i could. but in the arms of a fren, a close fren. i truly break down. for the only reason that : i'm glad you cared & i needed u. thank you.