Wednesday, August 13, 2008

+still sad+


 well today was ok. i guess. *sigh* the morning was fun though XD we played captain's ball! so rough XDXD ahahahas but fun! well exercise produces endorphins so i wanted to run XD coz well the sad truth is that~i was really tired& sad. ART was good XD i got 9/10! ^^ i'm v happy! XD but happiness does not last long. legacy was like geography which was so unfair T.T & i passed my GG! yay! ahaahahas ( not actually laughing). so yah then it was time 4 sailing.

the wind was so light. too light perhaps. i prefer stronger wind! it was ok except 4 some things.somethings that cant be written just in words. pain. suffering. hurt.betrayal.failure. yea.....i feel horrible. my tears fell 2 times today. just looking at one particular object. my tears just rolled down. its painful , i noe. but does anyone really noe the pain i feel? i doubt it. i said it before. i dont noe how long i can take it. 

 today i need to thank a few ppl who tried to cheer me up. they are truly wonderful & i'm glad i have them as friends.
  • sumi---for knowing how i felt & being there 4 me, comforting me
  • mei lin----for being such a wonderful fren & understanding
  • christine---for being such a helpful fren when i needed u
  • jelene--for calming & comforting me
  • melissa--for persuading & giving me a sense of comfort
  • eunice--for showing concern
  • dora--for being a wonderful fren who was able to take my mind of things
  • nawi--for seeing my true feelings & being the best & comforting me
  • felu--for wanting to see me smile & cheering me up
  • kor--for being a caring kor & being random 
  • nii-san---for caring & showing concern
   (& many others who i thank~ if i forgotten u i'm really sorry but i really appreciate it)

THANK U. From the bottom of my heart. i love all of u (as frens ^^ i'm straight XD) i'm really happy to have known all of u. i thank u once again. the things & moments u were there 4 me, i'll never ever forget it. i will treasure them. Always.

One last thing. u can always forgive but u can never forget. the hurt is always there. 

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